For weeks i have been sick - very very sick. I realized i have been sick of anxiety.
- I will be turning one year older on the 22 of April
- I am currently a student at the Art Institutes of NYC.
- I will be finishing my degree program in fashion design on the 22 of June.
- I will be presenting my portfolio to the rest of the world during our school portfolio review on the 17th of June
-I will be presenting a fully thought and executed collection on that same day to a group of friends family and industry experts
- Once i am done with school i will be delving fully into setting up my fashion label which has to make its mark int he world of fashion
All of these things are giving me a kind of inexplicable anxiety.
Sometimes i think i know why i am anxious and then i think i do no know but i think this time i am clear on my anxiety.
I am anxious of the future. anxious about what it holds. The future is deeply painted in my mind and i love myself for the fact that i can see into the future just because i believe in what i do so deeply.
About my collection - i am trying to get the best of it all. - the best fabric, the best design, the most functional and really futuristic.
It will be part of my collection for F/W2016
My mind is traveling through continents, experiences, shapes, silhouettes and in all looking for what will speak to me.
I don't sleep at night and i wake up to tears.
Who cries without being beaten??? who wakes up shivering for no reason??
Deciphering what will best represent me in my portfolio is the other - however i will represent the confluence of my existence Getting the onlooker to travel from one pert of the word together however finding where they meet and also living my life experience through my designs
I am doing this as Kibonen Nfi - for the past 5 years i have been living as KibonenNY. Great and not great.
I feel like i lost my sense of living to my brand and wanting to find myself in my brand but today i have given my brand a lot and i want to live me finding the future, nurturing the brand and being me in-between.
I am happy i found that and today i am on the journey to the best life
I am carving out who i want to be.
True i cannot be just one person but i have to build who i am from several and make it me
- Kibonen Nfi the fashion designer
- Kibonen Nfi the TV presenter for Afrostyle me
- Kibonen Nfi the Life coach
- Kibonen Nfi the Best Seller Book author
- I will be turning one year older on the 22 of April
- I am currently a student at the Art Institutes of NYC.
- I will be finishing my degree program in fashion design on the 22 of June.
- I will be presenting my portfolio to the rest of the world during our school portfolio review on the 17th of June
-I will be presenting a fully thought and executed collection on that same day to a group of friends family and industry experts
- Once i am done with school i will be delving fully into setting up my fashion label which has to make its mark int he world of fashion
All of these things are giving me a kind of inexplicable anxiety.
Sometimes i think i know why i am anxious and then i think i do no know but i think this time i am clear on my anxiety.
I am anxious of the future. anxious about what it holds. The future is deeply painted in my mind and i love myself for the fact that i can see into the future just because i believe in what i do so deeply.
About my collection - i am trying to get the best of it all. - the best fabric, the best design, the most functional and really futuristic.
It will be part of my collection for F/W2016
My mind is traveling through continents, experiences, shapes, silhouettes and in all looking for what will speak to me.
I don't sleep at night and i wake up to tears.
Who cries without being beaten??? who wakes up shivering for no reason??
Deciphering what will best represent me in my portfolio is the other - however i will represent the confluence of my existence Getting the onlooker to travel from one pert of the word together however finding where they meet and also living my life experience through my designs
I am doing this as Kibonen Nfi - for the past 5 years i have been living as KibonenNY. Great and not great.
I feel like i lost my sense of living to my brand and wanting to find myself in my brand but today i have given my brand a lot and i want to live me finding the future, nurturing the brand and being me in-between.
I am happy i found that and today i am on the journey to the best life
I am carving out who i want to be.
True i cannot be just one person but i have to build who i am from several and make it me
- Kibonen Nfi the fashion designer
- Kibonen Nfi the TV presenter for Afrostyle me
- Kibonen Nfi the Life coach
- Kibonen Nfi the Best Seller Book author
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